For the first time in a long while, I am completely fucked off. Of course, this happens at the hand of someone else who has thrown reason and sensibility out of the window a long time ago. My only defence is to attack their stupidity but I know this is wrong and that just exascerbates my own sense of helpless exasperation. What to do? I don’t know…no one knows…
Life-changing events move forward: we are at week 38 of the pregnancy, the final stages of the move are coming together, checking of inventories and registering for VAT and sending off a big check for the commercial mortgage means the frown is forever etched on my face.
I keep telling myself that I am doing this for a better life for my family and myself, but sometimes I think I am making a big mistake. It’s either going to the best or the worst thing I ever do and when you have someone who is supposed to be pulling in the same direction as you have a hissy fit at this late stage, it just makes you question yourself.
Oh well, I must remain on course, right?

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